I may have let my friendship get in the way to progression here at work. I'm feeling really sad right now, but I MUST wake up. Snap out of it, channel my energy into doing something productive, and reap the benefits afterwards. Heck, I've always said it never came easy for me, so why should it now? Especially now, when everything is about survival. I just can't believe how stupid I was. I want this to be the last time.
I could use a hug right now. :( It can frustrating at times. Allow me to wallow in it for just a short while. You need to let your emotions flow in order for you to own it. Or something to that effect, not really sure how it was said. The point is, I should fully experience this sorrow in order for me to move on and grow.
I'm thankful that I have JC right beside me. I'm grateful that He has never let me down. I am blessed with so much, and I feel that I am wasting it all away. The fact that I am still here means I have a chance. And a choice.
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